"FUCK THIS CLOCK, I'm gonna make you eat that watch."

i have never seen anyone make a song, picture or any other form of art about writers block. it seems like it would be way hard.
until i heard 'rabbit run' by Eminem. say what you want about rap or him, I think a lot of his ish is good. especially that song, and 'lose yourself' can't forget that.

i say this because it's been awhile since i have had any thoughts that were worthwhile.
i don't even think about time passing. i can't really say what i think about because it's either all over the place or i don't remember it.
kinda what i feel like every time i wake up in the morning.
and when i try to remember what i thought about a couple hours ago.
also thinking about the far past, which is completely lost now.

"You need piece of mind? Here's a piece of mine
All I need's a line
But sometimes I don't always find the words to rhyme
to express how I'm really feelin at that time
Yea sometimes sometimes sometimes
Just sometimes, it's always me
How dark can these hallways be?
The clock strikes midnight, one, two, then half past three"

first it's sadness, then apathy until i either think of something or smash my wall.
it sucks whatever it is. maybe i fucked up my head. maybe my head got fucked up.
maybe i just have a horrible memory anyway. however, there are things i hear that i will never forget. the things that i guess matter most. certain little things.